Neon Ninja won't be Neon Ninja soon. I'm going to change the site completely... It all depends on when I actually do it. I don't feel the ninja anymore. My life has changed, and as much as I wish I was 'like ninjas...' still, I am not. My life has changed--and much like that joke--it is in the past, and wanting to be forgotten. It isn't who I am anymore. I miss that person, but that person doesn't miss me. *ahem* emily *cough* (not even a name to be capitalized anymore)

I won't ever resent my past. I won't ever resent you, but I will not hold onto a friendship that we won't hold together (even if you pretend it isn't over--and I won't forget how u made me feel on my b-day... --and for that, you are a coward...), no matter how good you made me feel back when we were best friends. I still love you, but I won't lie either. I don't love you anywhere near as much. I'm thankful for how you helped me before, but I also see who you became. (This isn't one of those Mike D "Yea, but I know what once was" things...) I miss the old Emily--like I miss the old everybody.

It was you who became lost; and, not me. --but now I leave you alone, just as you did me, when I needed you most.

Adieu.