So, I'm gonna clean up today. It'z not gonna be hard tho. Just a few dishes and do some laundry, take out the trash (if it actually gets filled up LOL), and I'll probably be nice and go out in the yard and pick up all the cigarette butts. I know that sounds extreme, but they've made me do it before, and there's not many... Just nice I guess. Keep their yard looking nice :)

There's hardly any sign that I've been here besides that. btw, i think today is the day they start back to TN and I haven't hardly eaten ANYTHING that they bought LOL. i told her I don't eat much. She prob thought I was lying so that she wouldn't spend money on me LOL.

OH! and they have a scale in the downstairs bathroom. I weighed myself and I was almost 180 pounds. Something like 179? um.... must be from drinking, but that's not what surprised me. I told my mom that I thought I weighed like 170 pounds once and she's like O.o and couldn't believe it. She told me I was too skinny to weigh that much. That'z my question LOL... where the hell am I putting this weight? I know I'm bigger than normal for me. I'm always like... "I'm fat..." and everyone is like "No you aren't!" --but I guess it'z cuz it'z my body that I can see the difference. All my weight doesn't go in one place, it kind of distributes evenly--except i have a lil bit of a tummy--but mostly it's spread evenly. I guess that'z why. I need to start working out again. Javi told me that he thinks I weigh that much cuz I'm so tall... meh... LOL maybe... I still think I could make myself look better tho. Need to quit smoking and start being more active--go outside and stuff hehe.

Speaking of which... I'm gonna go outside and smoke... LOL later all