Well, I'm back. My comp died. Power supply fucked up; the motherboard went with it. So, essentially, I had to change the battery/electrical system and engine in my car. Expensive shit, right? *sighs*

Alot has happened. Nothing too interesting... Just ur normal life stuff. I've never been one to have a life full of drama--well, that'z a lie, but I've gotten used to just lettin it all slide and ignoring it; so, meh... LOL

I just took a survey (the real reason I'm posting right now) and thought it was pretty kewl. I have this char of myself--same name I use in all my games. He started out as myself in the book I wrote in high school (which sucks LOL --but, hey, I wrote it in high school LOL). Chaotic Good Half-Elf Fighter/Mage. I found it pretty kewl how close this survey actually hit it when I filled it out. Fun stuff, blah blah... Yea, I'm bored LOL I'll post it at the bottom, cuz I feel like rambling a bit.

I find it funny how when u don't have a computer or internet, how much u want to do, but as soon as u get it back (after months of not having it), you just sit at the computer staring at the screen with nothing to do. LOL I guess it'll bite me in the ass again soon, but *shrug* It just seemed like I had so much I wanted to do before, just cuz I couldn't... Now that I can, I'm just like, "whatever..." hehe

I have a boyfriend now. I've liked him for awhile, and he me; but, I just kinda went against the flow, being happy alone--but yea, I really do like him, so I figured I'd stop being so bitter and frigid and give life a chance again. It'z great. I love him. Granted I have my moments of insecurity, but everything is kewl. We've been together since Nov. 29.

On another note, I've missed my friends alot--the ones online I mean. I've been spending a lil time getting back in touch with people. All together, it'z been nice.

I've been having money troubles lately--nothing new hehe. --but it'z kewl, I'll survive. It'z been occupying alot of my attention tho. Add onto that Javier's (my b/f) mom has been sick, so I'm a lil concerned about her and him. I get the feeling that my friends have been taken slightly aback by my extremely calm/distant mood, but it'z mainly me just thinking and just stuff. Plus, I've got that whole clauterphobia/agoraphobia thing and have been a hermit lately, and the loss of internet just cut out more interaction with life.

Yep, nothing but adult swim and video games... That'z been my life for the past some-odd months... LOL pretty sad. --but--meh...

I'm going to remake my website and tie it into my blog again; but, I'm gonna do it alot better this time. I like what I have planned, just have to see if I have what it takes to pull it off. I'm even planning on bringing back the messageboard. U'll all have to resubscribe tho. Won't cost a thing. Won't need to post. Just mainly a community for u all to hang out in.

I'm going to be going to MTSU soon. I would've been going by now, but god hates me LOL. Everything that could possibly go wrong did, so I missed the deadline. Internet went down cuz of money probz, so I (unethically) used the cell phone to connect to the internet with bluetooth on my computer, fill out fafsa, lose cell phone, decide to use parents comp to complete it all, realize that pin code is saved on my hard drive, ONLY on my hard drive, realize hard drive is formatted already, try to recover pin from the gov site, miss deadline, now I have to wait till fall semester. --but as my sister said, "at least now [I] have more time to get it all set up and ready"

I want to study physics--especially quantum mechanics. I'm interested in quantum tunneling. blah blah blah. Astrophysics rox too. hehe

I also know French and would like a degree for it, and spanish I learned since October '05, and have gotten a strong hold on that too. I want to improve my spanish and learn a little italian (even tho u can't even minor in italian in MTSU). I'm 3rd generation italian-american (Palermo, Sicily). My great-grandmother only spoke italian. I want that part of my heritage back. Plus, the italian language just sounds so great to the ear. I like it. I'll just take that as an elective.

My roomate, Jeff, says he's scared I'm gonna become a career student. I don't think so, tho.

My plan is Major in Quantum Physics and Astrophysics, and double majoring in french and minoring in Spanish, and taking italian as an elective. I want to go for a PhD in Physics, then maybe work for NASA. That means moving to FL, and then I can go to Full Sail, a college in FL, and get a bachelor in video game design and development there, and start my own video game company--even if it'z just for fun. I know enough people in the business and people planning to go to college for it. We can just have fun and make games we would like.

Javi said he'd like to learn computer animation, Seok Min is already a programmer in korea video game companies (who is looking to come to the US)--he even worked on lineage 2--, ect. ect. Bring us all together and we could do some fly shit. LOL

Alas, all it takes is for me to get shit goin'.

Well, Jeff says I'm writing a book over here, so I'm gonna get off here. LOL

I'll talk to u all later--maybe then I won't be all sleep deprived and ramble so much. LOL

Have fun! I love ya'll!

Later