LOL I adopted a New Years Fetus... LOLOLOLOL I'm so going to hell... *shrugs* See ya there! :)

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I adopted a cute lil' New Years fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

*sigh* I don't think it sunk in... :/ She better not try to walk over me. I said it was time to go and I meant it. I just want her to move out, instead of me throwing her out. Oh, well... I guess I'll see around the 31st of January. That's when I told her to be out. I think that'z more than enuff time--seeing as how she's been here for about 9 months and was only supposed to stay for 1 month, while she got a job and found a place to live. She didn't even get a job until like 2-3 months ago. Before then, we were supporting her. I think I've been more than nice. I think I've been too nice up until this point even. Hell, I moved in a single night once. Steven bought a house and moved up here in like a week, and he came from FL. It doesn't take 10 months to move. Every fuckin' month it's always the same thing. 'I need more time.' 'I dont' have enuff money' bla bla.... If she wasn't blowing her whole paycheck on new shoes and purses every month she WOULD have money! --and who gets to pay for her food and buy her everything she wants and pay for her movie tickets ect. when she blows all her money? who gets to cook and clean for her and do everything for her when she is soooooo tired from working a 5 hour shift in front of a cash register? Jeff and me, that's who... Anyone else prob would've thrown her stuff out on the front lawn long before now. I don't think I'm out of line here. I'm tired of her talking about me behind my back and stuff. I'm tired of her going up to Jeff and trying to tattle on me, cuz I have a friend over (like I'm not allowed to have friends or something WTF?). She must think Jeff is like my parent or something. How dare she sit there and try to cause troubles for me. She lies and uses people and everything. --and when I was telling her that she had to leave, she said she was gonna tell Jeff on me, and she's all, "We'll see what he has to say..." Like she can go over my head or something? She acts like I'M the one that'll get kicked out if she's not happy with me... Well, one day, she's gonna realize that I LIVE HERE and she DOESN'T... *sigh* I'm so fuckin' tired of her steppin all over me--always looking for what she can gain off everyone around her. She thinks she's fuckin' royalty or something... My friends don't even like coming around cuz everytime she talks to them, she's always wanting something. She must feel soooo fuckin superior to everyone else. This last time she was supposed to move out by Dec 15th, but when it rolled around, she's all, "I've decided that I'm just gonna stay here until blah blah date..." W/E!!! and when i was telling her last night that she had until Jan. 31st to move out, she even was saying that SHE'D RATHER JUST LIVE HERE!!!!! OMFG! Is she fuckin' stupid? I'm kicking her out! One of the options in being kicked out is not to just stay despite what the person that lives there says. And she was all tryin' to manipulate me too... I was drunk off my ass and it was still plain as day! She's like, "well, if I just lived here, I could help pay for the bills so you can save up money for college in FL easier..." Did I mention that she stayed here rent free for those 9 months? We told her that if she wasn't out by the 15th and stayed into January she'd have to pay $300 rent... Now it'z dec 30th and she conveniently 'doesn't have any money'.... riiiiiight That's why a package showed up for her from Old Navy today... LOL No money to pay rent, but she can still shop online... *rolls his eyes* Jeff told me that if she doesn't pay the rent for January, me yellin' at her last night would be nothing compared to how mean he can get LOL. He's tired of it, too. --but he's alot like me... puts up with too much shit and says nothing. Probably more than I would hehe.

So, yea... I'm not being a pushover anymore. I have been a SERIOUS TOOL for the last 9 months. It fuckin' ends NOW! I don't like having to be a jerk, but this needs to end. It takes 9 months to have a baby--NOT MOVE DOWN THE STREET! GOD! LOL ok /rant off hehe

btw, i'm very very drunk LOL

LOL Jeff told me that it would take a true idiot tonot understand what i was sayin tonihgt cuz i was so mean...... *stares at erin* maybe she got the pic LOL

El Jersey Devil says:
wanna play a wee bit eq?
..... says:
did u need cinnamon sticks and stuff too?
El Jersey Devil says:
lol
El Jersey Devil says:
nope
El Jersey Devil says:
just a bat wing
..... says:
i'm making a helmet.... can i borrow a cup of flour?
..... says:
LOL
El Jersey Devil says:
LMFAO
El Jersey Devil says:
I need to make a new sword--do you have two eggs you can spare?

*stares at you as you read his blog*

Newfound Drooler says:
i was just telling jeff this morning about how i died up on the elite ledge in bb and I was all... it'z okay, i'll just sneak up and get my body
Newfound Drooler says:
*sneak, sneak*
Newfound Drooler says:
*off into the shadows in the tunnel*
Newfound Drooler says:
*30 secs later*
Newfound Drooler says:
*SHRIEKS IN TERROR WHILE RUNNING BY WITH HIS CORPSE--A TRAIN OF GNOLLS FOLLOWING HIM*
Newfound Drooler says:
*does the classic eq death (falls down instantly onto his side)*
Newfound Drooler says:
ROFLMFAO

Doc: merry x-mas
Doc: what ya get me
taricus: um
taricus: a life
taricus: :P
taricus: LOL j/k
Doc: :(
taricus: O.o
taricus: i mean
taricus: ....
taricus: um....
taricus: Jesus
taricus: i bought u a bible
taricus: let us rejoice
taricus: LOL
taricus: forgive me......
taricus: jesus would
taricus: LOL

baseball caps = +20 degrees of hawtness hehe

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! TOO MUCH ALCOHOL IS FUUUUUUUUUN! lol well, maybe not tomorrow, but WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! LOL

Merry Christmas, people!

El Jersey Devil says:
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens up your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you. Then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders in to your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul hurt, a body hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love" -Neil Gaiman

Message board is down again... I'm going to switch to a better host for my database... *rolls eyes*

Non, rien de rien, non je ne regrette rien,
Ni le bien qu’on m’a fait, ni le mal, tout ça m’est bien égal.
Non, rien de rien, non je ne regrette rien.
C’est pay? balay? oubli? je me fous de pass?

Avec mes souvenirs, j’ai allum?le feu,
Mes chagrins, mes plaisirs, je n’ai plus besoin d’eux.
Balayés mes amours avec leurs trémolos,
Balayés pour toujours, je repars ?zéro.

Non, rien de rien, non je ne regrette rien,
Ni le bien qu’on m’a fait, ni le mal, tout ça m’est bien égal.
Non, rien de rien, non je ne regrette rien.
C’est pay? balay? oubli? je me fous de pass?

Car ma vie, car mes joies, aujourd’hui, ça commence avec toi!

--Edith Piaf

You are Ecstasy!

Contrary to popular belief, you don't want to sex everyone you meet.

You rather hug, dance, hug, suck on some candy, and hug some more.

Side effects include: thinking bad techno sounds good - and finding the creepiest people "pretty"



What Drug Are You?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva

Alot of people have asking me where the link to my message board has gone... It'z still there--just the right margin on one of my posts pushed over too far. If you scroll to the bottom, you'll see the whole sidebar just moved downward to give the posts more room, until it gets archived...

Too lazy to scroll down? I am... :P Here's another link for you:

MESSAGE BOARD

Malarkie : I am an alien from a faraway galaxy. I have transformed myself into this away message. As you are reading this, I am having sex with your eyeballs. I know you like it because you're smiling.

drooler605: It'z cuz i'm #FFFFFF, isn't it?!

Malarkie : Roses are #FF0000, Violets are #0000FF

Malarkie : The very existence of flame-throwers proves that some time, somewhere, someone said to themselves, 'You know, I want to set those people over there on fire, but I'm just not close enough to get the job done
drooler605: ROFLMFAO
llJaVi3Rll: lol!
Drooler55: i know a better weapon
llJaVi3Rll: O_o
Drooler55: lock someone in a room full of ethiopians with nothing but a pair of edible panties on
Drooler55: LOL
llJaVi3Rll: LMAO!!

Bah, guess someone got mean to me, cuz I was making fun of Wil Wheaton... Telling me I was being rude and inappropriate.. Saying that I was blatently attacking him and should use constructive criticism... All I said is that it seemed like he was goin' thru a mid-life crisis and his writings sucked LOL. HEY! At least I'm honest.. sheesh... LOL I said WHY I didn't like them, too... It'z not my job to fix his damn work for him... I said what was wrong. That'z constructive enuff... FIX THAT! There's the constructive criticism... *rolls eyes*

The best part is that this person decided the best way to treat me was to be rude and inappropriate, and blatently attacked my character... Keep in mind that they used no constructive criticism, either. LOL --but that'z just me being stubborn and childish... LOL :) Ah, good times, good times....

Bah! Fuck 'em... Feed 'em to da fish!

WOW! I'm famous! LOL:

Google Search: Taricus

--and yes, almost every single page on there is me, or about me (except the DNA stuff, and name mumbo-jumbo). I'm gonna do more searches on myself LOL.

llJaVi3Rll: JIMMAHH!!
Drooler55: O.o
llJaVi3Rll: ...
llJaVi3Rll: *shifts eyes*
Drooler55: *eyes narrow*
llJaVi3Rll: AHHH!!
Drooler55: *leaps at you and has a mid-air battle*
llJaVi3Rll: *jabs a finger in ur ass opss i mean eye*
Drooler55: WAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH
llJaVi3Rll: LMAO!!
llJaVi3Rll: >_<
Drooler55: *flies upward and wheels around and launches into a fireblade attack*
llJaVi3Rll: *lunges at u and wraps legs around ur neck and body slams u to the floor*
llJaVi3Rll: HA!!
Drooler55: *u get caught by the blade and go AHHHHHHH *in slow motion u fall the the cold earth in a flaming wreck, the flames die down and I land softly beside you**
Drooler55: You have much to learn, young one
Drooler55: LOL
llJaVi3Rll: ...
llJaVi3Rll: *shifts eyes again*
Drooler55: Your recklessness will be the death of you
Drooler55: lol
llJaVi3Rll: ...OH YEA!!!!
llJaVi3Rll: *dies*
llJaVi3Rll: lmao!
Drooler55: *you morph into the kewl-aide man and jump thru a brick wall for one last OH YEAAAAAA
llJaVi3Rll: LMAO!!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! I fixed my network connection--all by myself! :)

Nevermind.... Just went ahead and blocked him... LOL

It hasn't even been a full moon.... LOL

Ugh... what'z with people, lately? LOL OMG I'm not going into detail on this one... let's just leave it at, he was drunk, so I won't hold it against him... but jeez-o pete's!!!

lljavi3rll: i am off to bed jimmy
lljavi3rll: i need sleep
lljavi3rll: *muah* night sweet dreams!
lljavi3rll: dont let the BED BUGS! SWALLOW UR SOOULLL!!!
lljavi3rll: lol
lljavi3rll: *waves running off*
lljavi3rll signed off at 2:34:57 AM.

Mark sent me this link... I believe it'z that show, "Girls behaving badly..." It'z really funny LOL

Drooler55: don't be gay
GoofEandCute: dont be drunk
GoofEandCute: and i'm not gay
GoofEandCute: i'm bi
Drooler55: ROFL
Drooler55: DON"T BE BI!
GoofEandCute: DONT BE AN IDIOT
Drooler55: DON'T BE...um......
GoofEandCute: hot?
Drooler55: DON"T BE CONCEITED!

GoofEandCute: u drunk or somnething?
Drooler55: nooooooooooooo
Drooler55: how'd u know?!
Drooler55: ur the 2nd person to ask me that!
Drooler55: LOL
GoofEandCute: because ur acting like an idiot?
Drooler55: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
Drooler55: still.... how did u know?

GoofEandCute: trying to stay warm
GoofEandCute: brrrrrrrrrrrr
Drooler55: lol
Drooler55: turn on the heat
Drooler55: LOL
GoofEandCute: its on
Drooler55: LOL
GoofEandCute: someone to snuggle with would be better i think
GoofEandCute: haha
Drooler55: lol
Drooler55: SICKOOOOOOOOOOO
GoofEandCute: that's sick?
Drooler55: ROFL
Drooler55: *pukes*
Drooler55: ewwwww
Drooler55: LOL
GoofEandCute: well ur DROOLING!!!!!!
Drooler55: that'z hot
Drooler55: LOL
GoofEandCute: oh brother

"A country which gives bigotry no sanction... persecution no assistance..."

--George Washington

C'est pas très loin de la ville
C'est pas plus grand qu'un coeur tranquille
C'est nos racines

Elles sont toujours restées loin
Là où on peut voir la mer sans fin
Et l'avenir
Et l'avenir

Vouloir toujours cacher aux autres ses failles
Avoir l'envie que quelqu'un d'autre s'en aille
Avoir peur de revenir
Avoir peur de devenir

On peut s'aimer, se désaimer,
On ne ressemble qu'à ce qu'on fait
On peut rêver, se réveiller,
On est semblable à ce qu'on est

Où que tu sois avec moi
Et où qu'on aille on sera trois
Le manque et nous

Tous les soleils des mois d'août
Le manque de ce qui fait ce qu'on est
L'absence de tout
L'absence de nous

Vouloir toujours cacher aux autres ses failles
Avoir l'envie que quelqu'un d'autre s'en aille
Avoir peur de revenir
Avoir peur de devenir

On peut s'aimer, se désaimer
On ne ressemble qu'à ce qu'on fait
On peut rêver, se réveiller
On est semblable à ce qu'on est

On peut s'aimer, se désaimer
On ne ressemble qu'à ce qu'on fait

On a beau prendre des trains
Ce s'ra toujours pour pouvoir enfin
Toucher les cimes
Prendre racine


--"Prendre Racine" Calogero

Je deteste trop beaucoup! ....fotifies betes....

Je deteste les mecs, maintenant.... Je veux des meilleurs amis! J'ai des conflits. La premiere, John, et puis, Sean.... Je deteste Sean... Il y a trois ans qu'il m'a essaye de me violer! Et, maintenant, il veut que je lui pardonne... Le meme avec John... Il etait deshonorant, et maintenant, il veut que je lui donne un pardon, aussi! MON DIEU! FOUS LES TOUS! JE M'EN FISCHE! je pense QU'IL FAUT QU'ILS FOUTENTS LE CAMP!

Eh, bien... Ca, c'est la vie, non? Mais, encore, je les deteste... Pourquois moi? Je suis si fatigue de celui-ci!

I updated my friends linkz :) ---->

Too much drama, lately... I think I'm just gonna stay in bed for a few days... hehe

Remember Bush wanted to privatize social security? Then Kerry slams him for it and he's like I'd never do that! Downplayed it all... Funny how NOW.... that'z ALL Bush cares about... haha *rolls eyes* politicians make me laugh... And now, everyone is acting like it'z great (republicans that is, especially the ones worshipping Bush's shit, when he makes a poo-poo)... Despite the fear before election that it would cause a recession in the social security program...

*censored*: stop i can't read if u keep iming
Drooler55: *calms down*
Drooler55: ROFLMFAO
Drooler55: why
Drooler55: should
Drooler55: i
Drooler55: stop
Drooler55: again
Drooler55: ?
*censored*: oh fuck u
Drooler55: LOL
Drooler55: ROFLMFAO
*censored*: i won't read it then
Drooler55: :-(
Drooler55: i'll stop
Drooler55: *stays quiet*

This is really funny: :)

The noob - Tuesday, June 8, 2004

At least I didn't waste my handsome..... *hugs Melanie*

I love Javi.... He'z always there when I need him :P

Update: Got two emails from my "friend"

Email #1: sorry if i made u uncomfortable that was not my intention. =(

Email #2: i didn't want to spend the night for anything more than a friendly way. i just wanted to stay the night with u. im sorry if u took that the wrong way. i feel bad and im sorry if i made u feel uncomfortable. =(

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Yea, whatever.... I think Javier put it best!

javi3r0072: wtf!? firends my ass friendly company isnt fucking trying to feel up on "MY" JIMMY! AND KISSING HIM AND FORCING URSELF ON HIM LIEK A DIRTY WHORE!

GOD! What the hell is it about boyz!!!! :( So, I started hangin' out with my 'friend' who will remain nameless.... I let him come to my house a couple days ago. I got really drunk with him, we watched Xmen... It was fun... We kinda kissed too.... It was kewl. I kinda crushed a lil afterwards. BUT THEN I let him come over tonight, too... (A note to ANYONE! When you hit a connection with a boy, no matter how long u know them, like a kiss or whatever, if they try to see you again immediately, it'z usually bad news... they're gonna be a creep! It'z good to have a nice couple days to a week in there to smile about it... not rush headlong into seeing you the next day. Not in a cold mean way, mind you, but Let it FUCKIN digest. It'z okay to talk on the phone, online, even if u see eachother, but DAMN don't expect the person to make out with u every damn day just cuz u kissed once! At least let the other person WAIT to see you so it'll be more fun to hang out and be together next weekend... Plus, if they can't accept that, it means they're more obsessive. AND AT LEAST TALK ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED WHEN U WERE DRUNK INSTEAD OF ASSUMING SOMEONE IS GOING TO BE ALL IN LOVE WITH U THE NEXT DAY! especially when I didn't initiate that... Another reason to wait a week, let the feelings grow, or at least understand why u kissed, understand ur own feelings.... but I digress... Maybe I'm cold *shrug*)

He just left, cuz I pretty much ran him off. He was practically throwing himself on me! kept trying to kiss me even tho i was dodging, kept rubbin on me even tho i was pushing him away (lewd crap too! like runnin his hand down my stomach towards my pants and grabbin my legs and my ass and crap... and when i'd try to push him away, he'd fuckin struggle to maintain his grip on me! GEEZ! AND then, he's all like, "why do u keep jumping?" AND I'm like "DUH YOU KEEP TOUCHING ME INAPPROPRIATELY DUMB FUCK!" and then he'd try to make me feel guilty for not letting him grab my ass.... whatever...), he was just a real asshole!

GOD! I thought we were friends. Just cuz we were drunk that night and kissed doesn't mean he has a right to touch me like that! ON TOP OF THAT! He knows i'm moving to FL! I told him to not do that stuff, that he had to make sure what he was doing, cuz i was leaving. It would be dumb to rush headlong without thinking. He would break his heart, if he did get emotionally involved with me (like that'z really what he wanted.... LOL REALLY!....).

I would've actually liked him ALOT more if he didn't act this way tonight! He was a really good friend and really good looking, the kiss was even all innocent how it happened... It was kinda an accident.... We were talking and laughing and pickin on eachother and just bein' boyz and then he all leaned in close talking to me and said something really sweet and i didn't think and just leaned in and he pulled back for a second and was like, "YOU WERE ABOUT TO KISS ME!" and I was just like O.O eyes all wide and then I jumped back and started blushing and he leaned in close to me and kissed me... LOL It was all movie-like.... but now it seems dirty somehow... soiled by tonight... I've lost all respect for him... Even as a friend!

WHAT IS IT ABOUT BOYZ NOT ACCEPTING THE WORD, "NO!"--like if they touch someone enuff they'll just be like... OKAY, i changed my mind.... Whatever... makes me push u away more... and if he did want to kiss me or whatever, he could've done it with a lil bit more class than making me feel vulnerable... IS THAT SO HARD?! *rolls eyes*

OMFG! and get this too... we were drinking again tonight, but nowhere near drunk... had just started... well, he was all tryin to rub on me and was forcefully kissing me and i was pushing him away and i told him in no uncertain terms, "STOP!"... and he's like, "What'z wrong? Here... *picks up another beer and puts it in front of me* Get drunk!" I was like OH MY GOD! FUCK YOU!

So, yea, i threw him out.... I don't think I can even be friends with him now! Not anymore.... god... This isn't the person I remember before we kissed... :( FUCK HIM! I don't need a person like that to be my friend anyways....

I really don't know if I should post something this personal, but fuck it... Only people that read this don't know me in person (well, some do, but they all moved, like Cal)... Hell, even THAT guy doesn't see this, he only knows my message board.... Which by the way.... I'm gonna ban him ROFLMFAO!!! grrrrr... I R ANGRY JIMMY! LOL

Melanie just drive-by IM'd me! LOL

SNicksFreak77: i love my partner
Drooler55: lol
Drooler55: how IS ur hand doing?

Drooler55: just think about it, you can stay with me in EXOTIC florida!
Drooler55: LOL
llJaVi3Rll: .....
Drooler55: mmmm vacation
llJaVi3Rll: .........
llJaVi3Rll: ........
llJaVi3Rll: I FUCKING LIVE IN FL!!
llJaVi3Rll: >_<
llJaVi3Rll: LMAO!
Drooler55: all ur friends would be jealous, cuz u'd be in FLORIDA
Drooler55: ROFL
llJaVi3Rll: lemme tell u
Drooler55: ROFLMFAO
llJaVi3Rll: lol
llJaVi3Rll: there gonna be dying of jealousy
Drooler55: lol

bubbadc: dad is going to change the cat litter:)
bubbadc: wonder what he wants lol
taricus: lol
taricus: hmmmm
bubbadc: beer lol
taricus: he's suspicious
taricus: *eyes narrow*
taricus: LOL
bubbadc: lol
bubbadc: it's beer
bubbadc: this i know
taricus: LMFAO
bubbadc: lol

*sits on his right nut and lets out a blood-curdling shriek*

Make sure to participate in the chat on the message board guys.... otherwise ur name will be deleted to save room on the database. :) Not to be mean, but i don't want to pay money so u can be quiet LOL...

On the other side of messageboard use.... GRATZ on all the peepz that moved up in the ranks on there. Kat is now up in the top 3, in her wake, erin moved up, and so did Rob.... GRATZ all!!!! :)

I need to update Javier's link to the right----->

He has a new site, and a BLOG! WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

He'z movin up in the world!

Malarkie : A friend will call you in Jail. A good friend will visit you in Jail. A best friend will be sitting next to you in Jail saying..."THAT WAS AWESOME!"

Malarkie : Fubu shirt - $50
Rocca Wear sweatshirt - $80
Sean John hat - $30
Realizing you're white... - * priceless *

SO, most likely, I'm moving away for awhile.... I don't know for how long, but I'm going to be in Florida studying the intricacies of entertainment business. After I'm done, I'll have at least two degrees from a prestigious college that will make me coveted among my peers. :) It'z kinda HAWT ya know?! A college that I WANT to attend... It makes me feel special....

I knew I held out for a reason...... I feel all kindsa HAWTNESS! On top of that! This is such a good place to learn, they have the best equipment in the industry.... real world-class studios. People come here from around the world to learn WOOOOOO!!!! My professors will be professionals in the entertainment business---some of them being Emmy and Grammy winners! SHOUT OUT FOR THAT BIOTCH!

I'm just sad cuz i'll be leaving alot of peoplez that i know... but I'll be back... :P Not only that, but to actually HAVE my dream.... The job placement assistance program is amazing at this school! it is the top of the top!

Finally, I fuckin' matter!!!!

SHIT YEA!

I miss Dawn...

I miss Javier....

jimsdogisscooter: no for reals
jimsdogisscooter: because if we don;'t you will just sit at your house playing on the compter and get more white than you already are
Drooler55: oh so now it'z a white thing?!?!?!
jimsdogisscooter: lol

Malarkie : i was listing to x-mas music yesterday

drooler605: LOL

drooler605: um ok

drooler605: that was random LOL

Malarkie : lol

Malarkie : lol