OH! btw... Found out that Erin went behind my back while I was gone to Jeff and was begging and pleading for him to let her stay, even tho I told her she had to go. Jeff said it was really sad... Not in the boo hoo kinda way, but in the lame way. Again, she's tryin' to go over my head. I already told her that'z not possible. When I say you leave the house, you leave. She can't go to Jeff and reverse it.

She was all like, "I'll pay you $600 every month and I'll never come out of my room, not even to do laundry, until u guys are asleep. I promise. I won't even come out and talk to you guys--I won't bother you! Just don't make me go Jeff!" Such a lamer... LOL First of all, she never gave us the $300 rent for January. Remember how I said she had to pay $300 to stay thru January? Never happened... Instead stuff she ordered online showed up everyday. *sigh* another thing she told Jeff was that when she gets her next paycheck, she'll give us $100 as long as we don't kick her out. ...that'z still not the $300 I said for her to pay. I know that she can afford $300 a month with no problem. Hell, I used to pay Kat and Keith $350 way back when... and I worked at Hollywood Video... That'z not uber pay there LOL... Still had money left over too. *rolls eyes* Anywayz... I'm rambling...

1st: If she can't pay the $300, she's not gonna pay the $600, she's just trying to stall us so she can walk on us.

2nd: Why does she want to stay somewhere where she's not wanted? I was awfully mean to her that night....

3rd: $600/month is more than she'd pay for a 1BR apt. HELL! She could get a nice 2BR I bet! maybe even 3, depending on where it was. I know down on Elm Hill Pike, housing is kinda expensive, and I used to have a 3BR 2BA apt there for like $750... This isn't downtown Nashville... This is Lavergne... housing is cheaper than that here. SO WHY DOESN"T SHE USE THAT MONEY ON AN APT?!

4th: THERE IS NO OPTION HERE! I SAID IT'Z TIME TO GO DAMMIT! LOL sheesh... It so pisses me off that when I was telling her to be out by jan 31st that she's all like, "I'm telling Jeff! We'll see what he has to say..." and she all looked at me like she was going "who the fuck do you think YOU are?" Uh...let's see... the person that actually LIVES there that is kicking her out, that'z who... LOL She all starting shutting her door in my face and I all stuck my foot in it and was like, "You WILL be out by Jan. 31st. You CAN'T just tattle on me and make it okay." I swear, her attitude was all like if I didn't shut up she was gonna kick ME out LOL Who the hell does she think she is? Oh and later she's all, "I never tell on you to Jeff. I would never do that." She has many times before, and Jeff is like... "so? Jimmy can do what he wants... I'm not his keeper.." LOL and like 15 mins before then was when she was all... "I'm telling Jeff! We'll see what he has to say..."

Anywayz, Jeff told her that he couldn't decide that for her. That he would talk to me, and if we both agree, then she can stay. He was also like, "why don't you give that money to such-n-such apts instead of us?" and she's all, "because I don't want to have to struggle. I want to know that I always have a roof over my head..." so essentially, it'z convenient for her... She's already gotten away with rent free for 9 months, then stiffing us this time when we told her she had to pay for January, and she doesn't have to do anything in the house, cuz if she sits on her ass long enuff we do it and she pretends like she's asleep... ("OH! I didn't know you were cleaning! I was asleep, or else I would've helped!"... "that'z funny, i heard you moving around in your room and you were signed in on yahoo and you weren't idle..." LOL Or the ever famous... "Is Jimmy going to be cooking anytime soon?! I'm starving...")

I recommend she get her ass in gear, cuz she has no time to be dickin' around like she was before. The clock is ticking and maybe if she'd actually get off her ass and start looking for a place instead of sittin' in a chatroom all day, start saving her money instead of buying all kinds of crap (literally a new pair of shoes every other day showed up... LITERALLY! for the past 2 months--oh and then she takes the boxes they come in and just puts them in the front room for us to get rid of for her...an equal amount of steps in the opposite direction and she'd be in front of the trashcan... *shakes head*), but no, instead she's wasting her time trying to change our minds, cuz--AND I QUOTE!--"It would be more beneficial to [her] if she just stayed here..." That sums it all up right there... that one line, spoken by her herself... It'z what benefits HER, nevermind the people she steps on along the way...

Guess what my decision is...? I still want her out! LOL She's not gonna change my mind. That is why things are the way they are now. Always being nice and bending over backwards. Always holding my tongue and giving her more time. that'z what she expects us to do. Well, this time it stops. She hasn't payed the rent for January, she's STILL trying to go over my head with Jeff (like I'm some nobody or something...), and i've heard her talk and make promises over and over again. Erin is NOT gonna change, she's had way too many chances and now that she realizes it'z too late, that'z when she gives a shit. Whatever. I'm just not going to be a tool anymore for her.

Hell, after she's out, maybe I'll stop being so pissy all the time LOL Can u imagine? No drama... *eyes gleam* YAY! Not having to be pissed at someone all the time. Just happy-go-lucky! *sighs and daydreams of the good times ahead* LOL

I need a damn cigarette now! LOL later guys! Tell ur momma n them I asked how they was durrin'...