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I'm Not a Faggot! Oh dear. I don’t seem to be a faggot at all. Luckily, George Hennard, Robert Mochrie, Timothy McVeigh, and George W Bush are all world famous non-homosexuals (probably) upon which I can model my sad little unfulfilling life. I grew up being taught serious and important things like sports and engine mechanics, with little time for the frivolity and campness which faggotry encourages. I am depressed and I often cut myself. I wet the bed when I was younger. Um. Yesterday.

What kind of Faggot are you?
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If I get it all down on paper, it'z no longer inside of me; threatening the life it belongs to....

--Andrea Andrews

Doc: how many watts is a standard power supply
taricus: LOL huh?
Doc: STANDARD CASE POWER SUPPLY()[+0]

Doc: OOPS
taricus: lol i dunno
taricus: computer wise?
Doc: yes
taricus: i have no idea
taricus: i'm not good with hardware
Doc: gonna be gwetting new comp by the end of this month
taricus: can't build computers
taricus: i don't think it'z a huge part of the computer to pimp out
taricus: LOL
Doc: lol
taricus: *watches a bunch of nerds sitting around bragging about the wattage on their power supplies*
taricus: LOL
Doc: lol
Doc: well i have to figure how much i need
taricus: oh btw
taricus: did u fix ur virus prob?
Doc: yep
Doc: had to do full system restore
taricus: ah
taricus: yay
taricus: i'm d/l'ing bf2 demo
taricus: LOL
Doc: LOUIE LOUIE
taricus: bet MY computer can handle it
taricus: cuz it'z not some gimp with a cheap power supply
taricus: LOL
Doc: HEY HEY
taricus: i said GIMP POWER SUPPLY
taricus: LOL
Doc: little smarty pants
taricus: ROFLMFAO
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<+hI5 u53r I5 now oFFlIn3>
<+HI5 u53r I5 Now oN1IN3>
taricus: *laughs at u*
Doc: WTF
Doc: im smackign some one
taricus: what? did u power supply give out?
taricus: LOLOLOLOL
Doc: I WAS LSITENIGN TO LOUIE OUIE
taricus: ROFLMFOA
Doc: im sueing
taricus: ehhehehhehe

honestsubjeff26: hey... are you there?
ipumpgasrealgood: no
ipumpgasrealgood: lol

mtsugayboi20: I like george Michael
ipumpgasrealgood: i'm sorry
mtsugayboi20: lol
ipumpgasrealgood: .....do u wanna talk about
it?

ARE U THE FUCKING BAMBOO PLANT?!

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and i guess it said this too....:

Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were very low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

---and then that wasn't good enuff to cut my wrists so it'z all like:

trait snapshot:

messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, bizarre, feels undesirable, dislikes leadership, reclusive, weird, irritable, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, unsympathetic, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, unproductive, avoidant, negative, bad at saving money, emotionally sensitive, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, submissive, daydreamer

NOT A GOOD ASS THING! LOL wtf is that? *goes and cries LOL*

*heavy sigh*

"IF YOUR GOING TO BE LATE, KILLING AND TIRED , I'M NOT BOTHERED!!1 IN THE LEAST BIT.."

--Andrea Andrews

ipumpgasrealgood: if NE1 stops talking to u
cuz of who u are, they're no better than the
people who hate them for who THEY are

Here's the rules - Repost this with the song that you are listening to right now, followed by "during sex"
DO NOT REPLY TO THE POSTER, COPY AND PASTE ON A NEW BULLETIN.

Kylie - Owner of a broken heart during sex
Sean - Beautiful Soul during sex
Sarah - Cold Durring Sex
Jenabe - Forget about us during sex
Ashley - My cat is on fire during sex
scott - Fall into sleep during sex
Kelcie - Island Song During sex
Amy - Higher During sex
Meg - Turn Your Lights Down Low during sex
Gwen - All my ex's live in texas during sex
Jessica - Wait during sex
Jermaine - Shit during sex
Juennifer - How we do during sex
Doc - Be healthy during sex
carlina - Dont let them during sex
kevin - Dont phunk with my heart during sex
Lexi - Wake me up when september ends during sex
Kayla - Take back during sex.
Katey - Nice guys finish last during sex
andrea - Be yourself during sex
Kelsey - All the Small Things during sex
Ashley - Lonely during sex
Mark - Better than you during sex
Karen - I want to break free during sex
Freddy - I just want to fly during sex
Jessie - Get low during sex
Ashley - Candy Shop during sex
Megan - You'll think of me during sex
Brandy - Going crazy during sex
Matt - Dirty deed during sex
Amanda - On My Own during sex
shotgun - Am I evil during sex
Alyssa - Bang bang during sex
Bri - living dead girl during sex
Chelsea - Drop it like it is hot during sex
kurt- warrior during sex
Caitlyn - Let me go during sex
Evan - Wish you were here during sex
Catherine - Joy To The World during sex
Jayshree - God Put a Smile Upon Your Face during sex
Brit - The Geeks Get the Girls during sex
Emily - Franco unamerican during sex
Sue - Freak.A.Leak during sex haha
Dan - Because i got high during sex
Katie- nice guys finish last during sux...
Tyler - My Daddy Died With a Needle In His Arm during sex
Duece - Lonely during sex
Owen - All i need during sex
Jeffe - It's Dangerous Business Walking Out Your Front Door during sex
Justine - Choke on this during sex
Jessica - Give Em Hell Kid during sex
Gabby- I Dont Want to Be during sex
Jos - Black boots on latin feet during sex
Hayley - Switch during sex
Mog - Fuck Freinds during sex
Lezlee - Handle this during sex
Mikaela - I miss you during sex
Paul - How to be dead during sex
Laura - Buried a Lie during sex
Luke - Make war during sex
Emma - keep on fishin' during sex!
Leah - Feed my frankenstien during sex
Gemma-Oh yeah during sex
Beth-Part of the rock scene during sex
Ash - Take a Look during sex
carl- make things harder during sex... woo
James - Ruth Buzzi better watch her back..during sex
nikki - you know what they do to guys like us in prision .... during sex
Shiro - reinventing the wheel to run my self over ...during sex
laura- see you in the shallows...during sex
meeshi: bandages...during sex O.o
Gill:: Happy?...During sex.....lol!
Dean - Think about you...during sex....worx!
/mike/ - girls got a face like murder ...during sex! haha
Reg - You don't want drama. During Sex.
Mandy - I walk alone..during sex.
Katey - im not sure wot i see, dont fuck wif me...during sex
Emily- Predictible during sex (haha, go figure and the one above is Signs)
Ally - These are my confeesions during sex =]
Tommy - B.Y.O.B. during sex.
Dara - You got it bad....during sex ha ha
Paulo = I DIDN'T REALIZE DURING SEX!!!!!!! WTF lolz
Jessica - We Belong Together, during sex! LOL, just my luck
Jeremy- Just a little bit during sex
Danielle-Nothing about you..that dont do something for me....During Sex..lmfao
Kiel - Hands on the bible during sex..... wow thats intense.
Chaella~~ Harder to Breathe during sex.... this is true~!~ lol
Steve>>>>>>>I'm Not Listening To Music During Sex<<<<<<<
Nick - So Stoned during sex
Matt- Chop Suey! during sex
Ashleigh- Don't let me during sex
*Allie- Sonner or Later during sex...not very funny : ( lol
Maddy Crowe- taste of ink... during sex
robbie rustom- lip gloss and black... during sex ATREYU KICKS ASS!!!! and the used sucks maddy.. haha
alice- i miss u during sex
Josh - Dominion during sex
Jenelle ~ Beverely Hills during sex
steve-waiting for my ruca during sex.
Kristine- smells like teen spirit during sex
Andra>>>>pain during sex
Iris- Finding Out True Love Is Blind during sex
Alison~ I'll Never Break Your Heart during sex
joyce - back of the club during sex
Todd- Old Friends During Sex
Sean- Its gonna be me during sex (thats right, N*sync bitches)
Garrett - Freestyler During Sex
Dom- 5/4 during sex
Ashley- smells like teen spirit durring sex
cOrY- Im WiTh YoU DuRiNg SeX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hannah Kaye- Gilmore Girls during sex :)
Britney- grind with me during sex lol
Shay- We The Realest Niggas during sex
MsMisha-Walking after you during sex
LUIS- A.S.A.P. DURING SEXXX.
Mica- You gotta be strong During sex...
Luke - Crazy Train during sex. (wat?.... im learning the song! sounds funny tho)
Amanda- All That I've Got during sex (The Used)
Tristan-Roulette during sex (system of a down)
Heather- I Want You Bad during sex
lauren- do i look like a slut...during sex... lmao!!
Alexis- Two Hookers and an Eightball During Sexxx. (Meh.)
Sarah - Serpent Ride during sex
Stacey - Gett Off during sex (haaaa.)
Aaron - Between Rupture and Rapture During Sex (Thursday) too perfect lol.
christy- two hookers and an eightball during sex. (mindless self indulgence)
Katie- Gin'n'juice during sex
Andy- I Let Go during sex
Carissa - going crazy during sex
John - What i got during sex
POPE- put it in my mouth during sex
Sara- its like that during sex
Kurt- Die one day during sex.....fuck
Robert- lo que paso paso during sex
la flaca - yo quiero bailar durin sex lol
Texa$ Fine$t - Take It Low during sex!!!!!
! - grind with me during sex!!!
kris sweet lady during sex! good song lol got me it lol
*~*KRISTINA*~*- Grind With Me During SEX!!!! Fuck All Da Otha Songz Cuz Dis Da Shit
carl- hopeless during sex (ludacris feat trick daddy)
alyssa***must be nice during sex

Mimi~~~~ ciggerette during sex(graham colton band)woo woo!
Chrissy~tommorrow(during sex)....yea thats right!, tommorrow during sex!
LaUrEn*~*~*-do something during sex
marisa~goodies during sex!
april-Girls Just Wanna Have Fun during sex
SDF1-The night the lights went out in Georgia during sex.
Whizard- i can't get no satisfaction during sex....
Sara- Cafe Coca during sex. (de Phazz)
frank-Coming Up Roses during sex (elliott smith)
Wendy - Spit on a Stranger during sex (Nickle Creek)
Randy - Who the hell are you during sex (Madison Avenue)
Bryen - 50 Ways to Leave Your Lover...during Sex (Plummet)
Jimmy - I Hope You Die during sex..... ROFLMFAO (Bloodhound Gang)

javi3r0072: ur gonna be in my wedding ^_^

javi3r0072: ur my best man

javi3r0072: or maid of honor ur choice

drooler605: LOL

drooler605: i'd rather be the man

drooler605: LOL

drooler605: mmmm

drooler605: as long as ur mom is the maid

drooler605: cuz u know the man and maid often get together

javi3r0072: damnit i got disc theres a storm outside

javi3r0072: lmao!!

drooler605: and we'd make some children

drooler605: LOL

drooler605: sick dude

javi3r0072: oh god

drooler605: that means it'll be here soon

javi3r0072: O_o

javi3r0072: the baby?

drooler605: the storm

javi3r0072: grr the thunder keeps discing me

drooler605: ur mom and i already have 6 kids

drooler605: that'z the weird part

javi3r0072: lmao!

drooler605: cuz u want to feel my booty hole

drooler605: LOL

javi3r0072: im only staying signed in on yahoo

javi3r0072: O_o

javi3r0072: lol

javi3r0072: dork

drooler605: that'z almost incest

drooler605: it IS

drooler605: cuz i'm like ur dad and stuff

drooler605: ur mom is so hot tho

javi3r0072's status is now "Available". (6/5/2005 5:28 AM)


javi3r0072: ^_^

drooler605: she drizzles pussy juice all over my dick, every chance she gets

javi3r0072: EWWW!!!

drooler605: ROFL

drooler605: Then I suck it off myself

drooler605: it'z like a meaty shrimp cocktail.....

drooler605: ROFLMFAO

javi3r0072: lol

drooler605: she likes it

drooler605: sometimes, she gets the strap-on and she fucks me wild

drooler605: ur wet mom and me

drooler605: LOL

O.....M.....G.....!!! LOLOLOL *bows head in shame, but smiles....*

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You have got it going on in the tongue tango department.

Your lover is the luckiest man alive.

You know how to handle Mr Happy in every way unimaginable.

In your eyes, the penis is your friend.

You enjoy giving oral sex, and it is without a doubt enjoyed!



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Cardboard Tube Samurai says:
it said i'm the fun, kewl one and my perfect match is just the hot jock boy that likes to go do stuff with me
Cardboard Tube Samurai says:
LOL
}:{Jennifer}:{ says:
lmao
}:{Jennifer}:{ says:
that's true
Cardboard Tube Samurai says:
*slaps his pet str8 boy* SHADDUP! UR FOR LOOKING, NOT TALKING!
Cardboard Tube Samurai says:
lol j/k

You're a Perfect Kiss. You and your best friend
are a little more than friends now aren't
you...? hehe


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Who Are You?
Name:	Jimmy
Age:	25
D.O.B:	March 20
Heritage:	Italian
Employment:	...playing video games?....
MUDing Personality Q&A.
Wise Sage, or Fearless Warrior:	Wise Sage
MUDs or MMORPGS:	MMORPGS
Favorite Race:	Any classic race that isn't just made up to make cash in an expansion pack...
Favorite Class:	casters
PK or RP:	PvE... I need a good storyline tho, or I'll won't be very interested...
Random Q&A.
Java or C :	C
Do You Lie:	No
Wisdom or Knowledge:	both hehe
Idol:	The docs who started Bioware
Favorite Actor:	Jesse Bradford
Life's Goal:	Becoming a Game Designer
Linux or Windows:	Windows
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I've looked back at my blog and realized that i used to actually TALK. I don't do that anymore. I hide behind funny clips of conversation. Sure, they're fun, but I need to stop hiding.

I've been feeling really insecure and inadequate lately. My best friend, Jeff, has another friend named Lucas. I know it sounds like high school shit, but I feel like I'm suddenly 2nd place.

Oddly, I get the impression that Lucas is more interested in my friendship (which hasn't been put off by Jeff's admission that he has felt left out lately when Lucas and I get together...), but Lucas is NO replacement for my friendship with Jeff... I've let it fester for months and months. I see Jeff suddenly getting tired everytime Lucas leaves. Living with him, I've noted his normal times for sleep and have structured my life around them. --but now everything is chaotic. He suddenly goes to bed 5 mins after he leaves. We don't watch movies like we used to. We don't play games like we used to.

I just want to leave and give them the room that they need, but fuck me if I feel left out. Jeff is my lifeline and my brother... Not in a co-dependant kinda way, but as in, I have no one else right now. Sure, I have friends--like Jennifer and Dawn--but that'z a diff story.

Jennifer is so busy. She tries to make time for me and tries really hard to hang out, but usually the best times for her are when i'm like,....ok...recharge time LOL I need alot of alone time since all the stuff happened. I have this problem where I think everyone hates me, or i annoy them, or something else, and when they tell me otherwise, i think they're just being nice. I feel like a HUGE burden on everyone around me.

I feel like I'm always wanting to do something that my friends don't want to do. So, I shutup. Jennifer... I'm so very very sensitive to anything she does. body language wise. I want her to be so happy, but when i'm around her, I always think I'm talking too much or not payin enuff attention. My natural habit is to not make eye contact, cuz as hard as I try, I'm fearful of people. I've seen how bad it can be.

--but Jennifer is so different! She makes me feel like I'm appreciated and loved all the time--which, to tell the truth, makes me feel weird too...

I'm not used to that stuff. Jeff does it, but being intimate with someone and someone who is just really close is a big line. Well... It'z not that big of a line, but i guess there's alot of emotion behind it all. LOL

I appreciate what she does for me, but I get the feeling that she thinks that she HAS to--or she doesn't want me to think I DON'T appreciate her. --which isn't the case, but after what happened in my past, it just makes me feel worse, cuz I'm all like.... No, no... Don't worry about it... and she's all like, "No.... I want to make sure ur happy!" and I'm all... "No really!"

It'z hard to tell if I'm just tryin to hide or just refusing to accept help. Anyone who was there at the time can understand that completely...

*Jimmy gets stabbed* "No, don't call 911... I'll be fine..."

"b-b-b-but...ur like stabbed n stuff...."

I know what Jennifer is thinkin right now. "--but I never stabbed u!" LOL

No, seriously tho... I have alot of issues. When people are around me, I feel like there's alot of pressure for me to be entertaining like I used to be.

I'm still the same party boy that I used to be, but I've grown shy, so I get frustrated with myself.

Speaking of who I used to be, I need to apologize to Dawn. I know Dawn recognizes alot of my probz without me telling her.

She offers to go into public places to buy me cigs without me asking. That means alot--it means that she sees it all. That takes alot of empathy. --and I thank her for watching me get irritated and weird when I'm in public places, but just being sympathetic.

Actually, this post has alot of individual feelings involved, so random people or people who don't know the whole story might not understand...

Dawn has been there thru alot of it. The beginning...before it happened, while it happened, and the aftermath while I just picked people out to kill the friendship. I feel so bad for that last part, but getting stalked makes u close everyone out, cuz u can't think of ANYONE who would tell them where u were. U just want to leave everything behind and forget, cuz u don't want to pick and choose ur friends and decide who did this.

Dawn actually admitted to letting him use her cell when he was in the hospital (he OD'd cuz he said he was gonna kill himself if I didn't stay, but I left saying that I wasn't gonna deal with all the control anymore... Who knows...maybe he was just getting high again... but i swear I HID that shit... Which only leaves Ebony to show him where the pills were again, but she said she'd throw him out if he tried that shit again, cuz I stopped it the first time, cuz he was taking painkillers with vodka and he wouldn't stop, so I stole the pills and hid the vial of pills.... Yea... I should've just let him do it... but Ebony told him not to do that shit, cuz she had a 3 yr old daughter and she didn't want that shit to happen around her. Well, NEwayz... I kept fighting him and fighting to make thingz kewl. NEwayz, I woke up to him tryin to suck my dick... (FUCKIN" SICK DUDE!) and I left... wait... I fuckin RAN!!! LOL so he tried to kill himself and Ebony caught it and she brought him to the hospital... Fuck... No wonder I've been so fucked up... Not only have I been dealing with the pressure of knowing that I could've stopped myself from getting in the situation that left my life on a string for 3 years, but I was ALSO responsible for someone else's life--no matter what he did to me... He didn't die by the way... DAMMIT! LOL j/k His stomach was pumped, which brings us back to the reason I brought it up....)

Dawn acutally admitted to letting him use her cell when he was in the hospital... She said he didn't call NE1, that it seemed odd, but that he found me, cuz he musta went thru her phone directory and found me... cuz we never stopped being friends. Well, we did for a long time after that, cuz dawn was the only one i talked to, but then he found me again... when i was someplace that he had NO IDEA how to find me.

I know I act weird towards u all now, but i don't mean to... It'z all about what went wrong...

We were faced against a huge enemy. One who played us for fools and didn't care who got hurt. I want to take responsibilty for it all!

It just hurts sometimes, cuz i feel pain where no pain was meant to be. U didn't cause my problems, but I get scared. I just get scared.... U all didn't do this to me, and my paranoia is not specific to any of u. It'z not like I blame anyone, or think that anyone wasn't there for me. Talking with Emily has made me realize this. It'z just that I'm paranoid in GENERAL!

You all know that there have been MANY people who have turned on me, cuz it was easier, or they felt sorry for the other side, but it'z not that I doubted u... It'z just cuz I was REALLY REALLY scared. even my friends... TRUE friend i might add... have felt me running.

It'z a natural reaction and I wouldn't blame u for just giving up, but u have all stayed and that'z what matters. U all care about me as much as I care about u.

I feel really alone and have been fuckin hatin myself lately for my distant attitude, but I don't mean it. It'z just my wall... A wall I've been tryin desperately to tear down. This fuckin wall is tearing ME down. It'z keeping me from living.

I know I've done so many things wrong--from something as simple as not making eye contact while talking, to something as major as not speaking at all and not answering the phone, ect. but I just want Dawn, Jennifer, Emily, and Jeff to know they have NEVER done anything wrong. It'z just the way I act. I may have left people out, but they're the closest to me and know the situation best.

Ok.... but yea... I'm gonna sink back to my world of insecurity and lonliness....

Later all....